I know that like my first bf, the Israeli supported my advocacy. He tries to help stretch and extend my lifeline and it is his interest to contribute to my health- probably to be able to do more work.
Unlike number 1, number 2 is nymph-like. He hardly eats. "Think for a while before you eat" was a tip from him. That is the most difficult challenge of all. Do i think first before I breathe? I may not have been a good follower but it made me aware that eating for health like breathing correctly is a deliberate and conscious act.
Believe it or not, i found bf 1 & 2 on my doorstep without looking. In my work where there is hardly time and resource to know the world, they were and had been my guides spiritually I can say, through a sacred vessel I am in - a healthy body.
Recently, he just popped in the kitchen of HEDCen, while Ana and I were having lunch, just to ask how we were and to offer yoga for the pain i am recently going through.
Am I not indulged? God gives me big time work and sometimes a cross to carry, but makes sure I am covered. Surely these are fringe benefits from heaven.
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