Where is the moment that brings me to the next level?
I am fifty freakin' nine and there are no fireworks!???
Do I write the next blockbuster or do I die saving someone's life?
Do I fade in mediocrity which is definitely more fun
Or do I bury my head in between pages of books then conclude for the nth time
That it is not the only way to learn?
I don't see anything marvelous being almost 60 yet.
Prone to unproductive pursuits if you can call that grand
Emptying if at all I was ever full to the standard of Buddha
Generous but only to myself - how can I be self-actualized that way?
I think I am in trouble.
Maybe in bad trouble.
Please someone wise speak to me.
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